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Wiktor: Find another normal guy who can support you. Zula: Such man is not born yet.
I mean there are invisible… presences… around us. Always. I mean whether or not they’re the souls of the dead, I don’t know, but… You know when you’re a medium you just are attuned to some sort of… vibe.
I killed myself so many times I don’t even exist anymore.
So I was getting close to sixty two, and I went online to look at my social security benefit. It said five hundred and fifty dollars. Fern, I had worked my whole life. I’d worked since I was twelve years old, raised two daughters. I couldn’t believe it.
You like Barbara Streisand?
The way it works is, you do the thing you’re scared shitless of, and you get the courage AFTER you do it…
Well, we’re not in the middle of nowhere, but we can see it from here.
It’s impossible for words to describe what is necessary to those who do not know what horror means. Horror. Horror has a face and you must make a friend of horror. Horror and moral terror are your friends. If they are not, then they are enemies to be feared.
Look, everything we’re putting into that box becomes ungrounded, and I don’t mean grounded like to the earth, I mean, not tethered. I mean, we’re blocking whatever keeps it moving forward and so they flip-flop. Inside the box it’s like a street, both ends are cul-de-sacs.
She says as much as she needs to say.
It was in prison I learned to count cards.
And it was small stuff, stupid stuff, and big stuff. All the furniture in our house, it was his taste. I didn’t even know what my taste was anymore because I had never been asked to use it. I didn’t even pick our apartment. I just moved into his.
Woodward, Bernstein, you’re both on the story, now don’t fuck it up.
It was weird to me how, then, Teddy could care so much about his father, who practically tried to kill him. And I couldn’t give a shit about my old man, and he hadn’t laid a hand on me since I was three And that was for eating the bleach under the sink.
We’re not bad people. We just come from a bad place.
They’re not as nihilistic as they look on the internet.
The important thing is that we did it.
#SmallAxe
There’s nothing wrong with here. It’s the same crapness everywhere, so stop dreaming.
…of all the endless combinations of words in all of history, that Cellar Door is the most beautiful.